Today didnt go to work. :( d pain is there.. My left wrist is swollen. Took meds. Only b back on sunday to work.. Hoping d pain n swelling will subside.. Hmm later i stil got to go fr dialysis tho. Felt diffrent. Hmm.. Its ok i noe i can overcome all this.. Feelings will fade eventually... Juz need to focus on gettg myself better n not think of others. What has passed is over. No point in tinking of d what ifs..