Im back at work today..
given 2 weeks mc but loooking at my previous record..
due to my sickness.. all thoses sick leave i have taken recently..
i dont think i shall take any more..
hoping d left hand be good to me today at work..

tryg to put on a brave front for evrybody. its for the best of evryone.
don wana let ppl here my colleagues tink im taking advantage..
most of them wil not think dat way i think but who noes right??


missing my life.
hating my present life..

seriously planning for a holiday is so stressful..
looking at my sessions. its impossible.
unless i do it overseas.
cost will be expensive.

wishing somehow in another lifetime evrytg wil be
diffrent.