tomoro 17th feb will be my 32 weeks in my pregnancy. n it seems i still have maybe 2 to 4 weeks more to go to ur arrival my dear baby.
mummy is so looking forward to your arrival. in fact you my baby is d oni one that is mmotivating and giving me d drive to be strong n bg positive. i will persevere till d very end
to see my dream come true. in dis case u my dear baby. yes u my baby.
im sori that u have to experience tonite episode btwn mummy n daddy. his actions n words during our late dinner cum supper is a disappoinment.
im sory that you haf to listen to his harsh werds and hear mummys crying.
summore we are eating our food. mummy cant stop d tears as mummy clearing up d food he throw food on his plate n ikan goreng on d dining table wile he angry dat i spoke back. he claims i dont get his point and i stil gt cheek to jawab balik. padahal mummy still got plent of food left on mummy plate. terkunci mummy appetite to see wat ur daddy did to me.
but baby dn worry ok. he is not angry wif u.but oni wif mummy. u dn worry about me. u just focus on bg healthy n growing healthily. mummy wants u b strong. mummy loves u wif all my heart.how cn u do dat to me mr husband. im pregnant wif ur child. n u can throw food rezeki away like dat. r u gg to be like dat always depan mknan? klau marah jer mknan pun nk lempar nk buang. kau ingat aku ni apa. kesabaran aku pun ada limit. n kalau aku melenting balik kau suka. aku tau kau akan bangkit kesilapan aku kerna aku gatal ngn laki lain walaupun aku da bersuami. ok tu mmg salah aku silap aku. aku kesal. tapi cant u get over it. we are startg new beginning. wif our baby . our miracle from Allah to make our lives closer. but perangai kau sama jer kurang ajar .. kata kata kau kasar. aku tk pernah herdik kau. aku tk pernah lempar2 barang kalau geram. aku tk pernah buang nasi tym marah.kau tak tau ker itu rezeki. arggh.. kau nk aku stress. sory sikit la. skrg yg penting kandunganku. aku sayang sgt dia. perangai kau tadi mmg mintak kena sepak.tatkal ko lagi badan besar dari aku n aku still respect ko sbagai suami aku. harapan aku kau akan berubah nanti.
