haf delayed d 6th session fr a week due to werk issues. doc asked to start my maternity leave early. dis last stage need b xtra careful n haf all d rest n clean my blood as much as i can. so baby b healthy. doc words hit me wen he saes if juz becoz i want to delay the 6 tyms n werry bout my werk issue. if baby is affected becoz of my stubborness we cant reverse back anythg. my csm has asked hr with regards to my maternity. given the greenlight to start early. juz dat my leave will end in may. it juz means 1 mth lesser it will b spending tym wif our baby. dis 1 mth wile waiting i wanna get d most rest out of my leave n be healthy n strong fr ur delivery. hopefully dis week
i can start d 6 sessions till i give birth to our baby my dear.
i hope im given the strength n will to hold on till ur safe delivery my dear baby.
doc has given n estimation that i can deliver baby by 34 weeks. but if i can endure
till 36 weeks it b a gd thing. or if ever before 34 weeks my health n baby is at risk, caesarean it will be. nervous excited n scared at the same time.
last night had a conversation with hubby dearest. if ever comes a point dat sumthing terrible happen to me while giving or after delivery, im content wif having to provide him our miracle baby. my only wish is become a mother despite my setbacks. i want him
to take care of baby n love baby as much as he loves me.
