today marks 34 weeks into my pregnancy journey.
3 more weeks to go b4 deciding factor to induce labor or wsit
till dear baby pop.. aiming for a normal birth. insyaallah.
all is well. hubby n me dat is.
last entry on that nite itself we had made up.
all is good. i love him n our baby dearly.
throughout this period since my last entry, i
have prepared some of baby things so that
by the time of baby arrival, i don need to stress myself up
searchg n buyg baby stuffs.
even tho most of things r hand me down stuffs by my sis in law, i decided
to buy some new things too.
my first born n i want baby to have the best of evrythg.
anyway few things bugging my mind. my younger bro have broken up
wif his gf of hw many yrs. ive treated the gf like a sis. i cnt believe
my younger bro is soo argghhh..... but i noe i cant
force ppl to mk a decision. nw d gf latest update in fb.
is that she wana close a chapter. she deserve to b happy n not wait
fr someone who saes to her i definitely b bck to u in near future to marry u
but now i need my space. argghh. adik adik... u akan menyesal
satu hari nnt fr lettg a gd gal go. u haf broken her heart one too many.
mind u she doesnt mind ur status.a dropout whereas shes a degree holder. her family welcums u like deir own. i don understand y u change brother. wat do u want in life.
u both cn still haf fun togthr as a couple and do activities togthr wif ur frens.
or find new frens. but togthr as a couple. our parents cn mk it till now y cnt u n her
influence by ur so called new frens i think..
arggh. i noe love cant b forced. if its meant its meant.
wen d tym u realised her importance in ur life it b too late
coz she has moved on. haiz. i shall not let myself worried too much
on thism shall think happy tots of my baby. i love u...
hon a gd note hubby has gotten his car licence. alhamdulillah.