ME n HIM no more. regrets???
ans:yes. Coz im such a weakling wen it cums to matters of the heart. Moments are there
and it just cant be erased. N i hate that feeling!!!
ans:no. Life stil have to move with or WITHOUT HIM.. I believe in love. and I believe that
somewhere out there there's dis one guy destined for me... a matter of tym & trust
and risks you have to take to be exact.
Today will be the day I'm going to meet him for the last time. Purpose is to get my stuffs back and give him wats his. I bet he have not recovered the data that my sis wanted frm the hard disk. he told us he be able to retrieve it las tym. BUT i tink we all noe d answer wich is NO. I think d hard disk is left lying in a corner at his room. Collecting dust that is. I just hope my bag and my fishing rod is in a good condition that is. Should i gave back his gifts?? hmm...
Anyway, being pathethic at the end of another soured r'ship is what I promised myself not to get into. Being always the giver in a r'ship, being to withstand and let go the unneccesary vulgarities given to u is demoralising in a way. Ur self esteem gets lower n lower. feeling that they are right and you are always wrong.
I learnt it the hard way. Again wen i tot he's d ONE.
Its time for me to not give a damn about their opinions.I want my thoughts to be heard first. Coz i deserve it. I believe that a guy shal not say any vulgarities to his loved ones even if he is so pissed off. Thats just a NO-NO to treat a lady. I still believes that a gal should always look their best when they are in a r'ship. I believes that every party must be fair in terms of giving each others' their freedom. Sincerity and trust is essential in the beginning of a r'ship.
To him, thanks...
