Wednesday, June 15, 2005

meant for you baby...

been trying to prepare for the worst since my r'ship is in trouble.
does he still take me as his gf?? only God knows..
But things that i had found out recently on the net really makes me upset...
im really at a loss... i cant even concentrate on my work. n im not my usual self... all the problems at hm;the bickerings wif my family members, sumhow at dat moment i really really need you the most. But you are not der for me coz I have to respect and give you the space and time that you needed so much... To disturb you wen you are sleeping/working/bz, i know what the consequences will be..
i need answers.. answers from you...
I guess you dont treat me as your gf anymore. isit true baby??
coz you change your status, you deleted all our pics...
Haizz, isit really over between us?? do say something to me at least...
Ive been trying to kp in touch wif u for the laz 1 mth but to no avail...
i want answers.. i want us to settle this thing asap. its really killing me inside...
are you dat cold hearted baby?? is dis the real you??
questions upon questions i have for you but to list it all down here is not the way.
i want us to meet and settle everything thats been bugging you about us and thats bugging me about us. my heart breaks everytym u rejected my kols and msgs that you have not replied too. all i want is for us to meet.
y do you have to make me suffer lyk dis??
what wrong have i done towards you??