lalala

Its been a few days since my last post.. As per normal life goes on. As much as i want.. Im living a day as it is.. Come wat may.. Oh well sometimes i juz think that it aint fair.. For me not able to mourn my loss. Its rude of me to put dat pic of dead foetus. Wen i post it up in instagram. N nt FB.. Big bro ask me to remove it. At first i was not agreeing to it but once he told me the reason. Oh yes it does makes sense. Maybe im wayyy too modern n lacking of religious insight on what is allowed n not. Up to date, i don think i have really really let out my real feelins. Im juz taking it all in. Agreeing to watever ppl say i should do. Its me all dis while.. From young till present.. I always pendam. Pendam rasa. If its gd for evryone den its good for me.. Its like im tired. Tired of everythg.