downward feeling

Now i notice.. My left fingers easily get numb.. Haiz.. Wonder hw d feeling it wil be once dey r startg d dialysis session using my hand. It b like constant 2 needles evrtym bg poked to the new reconstructed vein evrytym fr my session. D 2 needles will b der for 4 hrs.. Haiz.. Mesti sakit agaknya... Work isues. Haiz. . I must get use to bg the cash officer role instead of more of d ops side.. My cash offcr is changing branches. New one coming in is studyg part tym.. Haiz.. Hopefully i wont b fully stressed n tired. Existing colleague not yet touch cash offcr duty.. Haiz... Love issues.. Haiz... Relationship wise.. Bingitz.. Nvm.. I shall prevail n persevere..