been away for awhile...
sumthing to talk about: frenship..
readin all dis entries on frenship on random blogs trigger sumtg inside of me.
of my 22yrs of life, i haf to admit i dont even haf a fren as in a single fren to call my own..
y? coz a part of me dont believe in friendship.
ive been betrayed most of the tym wen i tot i could call them my best of frens.
be it my pri. yrs to sec. yrs to my poly years.
u all can jus gang up on me n said im doing dis n dat wrg n everythg u all do is politically ryt??
so ya i haf to admit i treat whoever my frens now jus as it is. dey r my random friends.
but lately dis fren of mine n i hope she wil remain as wat i want her to really be is which is a REAL FRIEND indeed. d sharing of our common tots d advices we gaf one noter. i jus hope u r strong to go through watever u r gg tru now.
isit dat important to have so many frens when u yourself(whoever u r dat is.) knew dat u cant possibly like haf a tight frenship wif lets say 7 of dem?????
will u be like indulging dis 7 your outmost secrets n share wif one anoter??
will dis 7 reali share the same joy n happiness together with you??
will dis 7 not say anythg bad behind your back??
will u be able to like cope d 7 friendships wif each of them without making each 7 jealous??
u can say d more frens d merrier d more u can go out as in big group big laughter yada yada.
to get attention dat is frm d public wif u all humongous laughter n d silly cracking jokes wich i find idiotic?? oh plz..
ya u al can say i practically do not haf a life at all n im a loner who doesnt made d effort to go out evn on all d outings or try to make short calls n dats y i don haf many frens. well dats jus being me. i jus don wana waste precious tym or money or wasting tym to c some of u ur fake faces smiling to one anoter while bitching about one anoter behind one anoters back.
call me a loner. im olryt wif d label as its just a word.. ur actions dont hurt me.
n im selective wen it cum to terms of choosing who i wana be very close wif.
i don need dramas regardg frnship in my life.
oh well.. i believe my life one day will be a better one.
living everyday as it is dat is.
