incident dat freaked me out

a lesson learnt n hope d rest will learn too.
somthing happened to me last sunday wile i was walkin bck hm frm werk.
n cant believe it happened ryt inside causeway point itself.(near esprit)
wile i was walking towards d interchange as usual,i sense sumone was like following me.
took a glance back saw an indian guy n i walk more faster dis tym.
dis indian guy(dono wetehr he's local or foreigner) got even the cheek to walk up beside me n say "are u free?? i wana talk to u.." me being me thingking could ive drop sumthg wile walking fast say "wat??"
u wana noe wat he says next??
he can juts boldly says to me "i'm feeling lonely here n r u free to talk with me for a wile and we go sumwer else to talk??" my initial reaction was so so duper shock.
i told him "u crazy ah no tym for dis shit" wit a disgusted look n i just walk away. feeling sumhow scared as i walk towards interchange. its like for once im wearing my ocbc red shirt for goodness sake. its like wat d hell is dat guy thinking me as?? a prost.???
dis indian guy looks like in his late 20s or wat he's wearing dis red-hooded sweatshirt.
oh gosh.. i wonder if i kena pukau ker by dia n i walk wif him to a dark place. oh goshh..
after dat incident straitaway i sms my colleague who is stil at werk to tel wat happen n juz let her noe of my wherabout jus in case dat nyt sumthg happened to me.
all d way to d interchange i talk to my bf on hp n let him noe about d incident.
he tol me to be careful n haf a gd lookout of d guy wen im taking d bus. lucky he was not following me at all. mybe he felt scared wen i said to him in a loud tone about d backing off thing.

a lesson learnt for me.. to gals outside jus be extra careful u mite not noe wat happen to u.
jus bring a perfume spray wit u or whistle just in case u noe...d bad happened..
u mite nvr noe dis potential rapists.
he can be jus neone u noe u c..

frens

been away for awhile...

sumthing to talk about: frenship..

readin all dis entries on frenship on random blogs trigger sumtg inside of me.
of my 22yrs of life, i haf to admit i dont even haf a fren as in a single fren to call my own..
y? coz a part of me dont believe in friendship.
ive been betrayed most of the tym wen i tot i could call them my best of frens.
be it my pri. yrs to sec. yrs to my poly years.
u all can jus gang up on me n said im doing dis n dat wrg n everythg u all do is politically ryt??
so ya i haf to admit i treat whoever my frens now jus as it is. dey r my random friends.

but lately dis fren of mine n i hope she wil remain as wat i want her to really be is which is a REAL FRIEND indeed. d sharing of our common tots d advices we gaf one noter. i jus hope u r strong to go through watever u r gg tru now.

isit dat important to have so many frens when u yourself(whoever u r dat is.) knew dat u cant possibly like haf a tight frenship wif lets say 7 of dem?????
will u be like indulging dis 7 your outmost secrets n share wif one anoter??
will dis 7 reali share the same joy n happiness together with you??
will dis 7 not say anythg bad behind your back??
will u be able to like cope d 7 friendships wif each of them without making each 7 jealous??

u can say d more frens d merrier d more u can go out as in big group big laughter yada yada.
to get attention dat is frm d public wif u all humongous laughter n d silly cracking jokes wich i find idiotic?? oh plz..
ya u al can say i practically do not haf a life at all n im a loner who doesnt made d effort to go out evn on all d outings or try to make short calls n dats y i don haf many frens. well dats jus being me. i jus don wana waste precious tym or money or wasting tym to c some of u ur fake faces smiling to one anoter while bitching about one anoter behind one anoters back.
call me a loner. im olryt wif d label as its just a word.. ur actions dont hurt me.

n im selective wen it cum to terms of choosing who i wana be very close wif.
i don need dramas regardg frnship in my life.

oh well.. i believe my life one day will be a better one.
living everyday as it is dat is.