The feels.

I dono hw i am supposed to feel now. Its like every feeling im having right now is dejavu all over again. Im trying to cope with the loss. The loss of not ever seeing you again... yes u said it takes 2 sides to be on the wrong.. takkan bertepuk sebelah tangan... n u r wrong in keeping in touch with me.. but really... u can juz switch off that feeling of yours? Coz im having a hard time here to switch off whatever im feeling inside. Ok i haf to have closure but y do i juz feel like i want us to meet.. y.. so i gues watever u said to me wasnt real after all.. ur feelings fr me? Can be just gone like dat? Do u ever think of me every now n then? Wat could hav been? oh well dat sucks ryt. I have to learn to start loving all over again. Pls Jaja.. sort out your damn feelings. Time will heal all wounds..

Chaotic Monday

Closure. Nvr thought it could end the way it ended. Im pissed off definitely. My hp was broken into pieces. Evrythg went haywire. I only have myself to blame fr all d mess that i have created.  Till then.. one is foolish to ever think that soulmates do exist. Another lifetime perhaps.