Whenever there is something that has been bugging my thoughts my feelings my emotions.. I guess this entry here is my only way to express what I am feeling inside..
I am not your conventional mother. I do not get to spend every of my time with my 2 girls. I come home from work to an empty house. Most of d times my other half is working or if not OT. N when he is doing the night shift or OT night shift. Oh well another night alone fr me in this empty house of mine. My girls are at yishun with their grandparents while I am at pasir ris. I cannot afford a maid. My work schedule is very tight.
I cannot b selfish and ask my parents to slpover here with us and the girls all d time? But some character wont juz change or go away. So yap my mom easily offended. So i haf to jaga hati my parents. I haf to jaga hati my hubby.
Den wat about my feelings? I miss my girls. N i can oni see dem on my off days. :(
