short getaway at ttsh

Warded here at ttsh. After for so long here i am @Bed 88 ward 11c. Will b performing anoter surgery on my hand. Its not working the first tym around. N tomorro will b the scheduled surgery. Parents went hm. Hubby @work today. Hoping he come tonite after his werk.

life

N so it seems i need to do another surgery on my hand. This tym its not a day surgery but i have to admit myself a day before. Doc told me it b a 3 days period. D first surgery was not a success. There seems to b a blockage and what needed was another surgery to salvage d situation. Was told gg to insert sumtg like a balloon-like to inflate the vein so that blood can flow smoothly. HOPEFULLY this time around all is well. Sometimes it felt im tested time upon time. Could it b that i have nvr learnt my lesson at all??

Went hm oni to find myself terribly upset. Had a fight wif d hubby. Eh.no.. Its not a fight. Butim scolded like shit by.the.husband. Didnt noe he was havg his prayers in d oter room. Dat room was locked. I kp knocking. He was agitated and He open d door shoutg.and.angry and banging d door. Haiz. Hurtful words came out from his mouth. I was utterly shocked n.jus kept silence. Tears were forming alrdy. I decided to take my wallet phone n keys n tol him i juz wana go out. In d pretense i was gg to pay sum bills. Padahal i juz wana get sum fresh air. Cannot tahan. Dn wan him see me cry. Seriusly hurtg. So here i m restg my mind away At downtwn east.. Balik lmbt balik lmbt ler. Gi mampos.. Tonite is me myself and i time. Hate d way he react tonite.

cold cold day

Well it happened that i forgot my blanket for today diaylsis session. Happen to b husband off day. informed him of my forgetfullness way early wen i reached branch fr werk at ard 1045am. Well dialysis has started n yet wen i called him up and ask him casually on wat he is dg, His reply was he was gg to slp. Whereas i saw him Updatg funny pics on his fb profile all aftnoon. Sigh. A total opposite of someone whom i used to know.. Maybe i shal not compare. I love him.full-stop.