my real me

friendship.dat closeness.

isit a must?
a part of me dont believe in friendship.
who is real?? whose not??
tell you the truth i dont think i have dat type of bond some of u may have compared with any of d friendships i have made so far.
yes, they are friends n i appreciate them lots in my life.n i will try my very best to accomodate d friendship we created.

when you thought u had a friend, a real friend..
but it turn out the other way...
to say that im hurt??
well im not..
yes my friends, you can have your thoughts n opinion on me.
about d way i live my life............

just so u noe...

dis entry is not an entry just to give n excuse to myself or to pacify myself to feel good for the wrongdoings that i have done or will do.

my tots...

ha.. i noe its been ages since i update =p
life could nvr ever bn so blissful..
to b blessed with ur loved one..
having d morale support dat u really needed in tym of needs.
i appreciate ur presence in my life.
ive nvr received neting dat symbolic frm someone.
n ur reason in buying it for me make me cried..
jus to say as each day passes, my love for u is growing more..

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together...

happy.. dats wat im feeling ryt now..
cant resist looking at d ring and smile..
ya i noe it be quite sumtym frm now but u juz make my day better..
on sunday we went on a shopping spree for us.. dat is aftr i ended my werk.
i help my darling to decide on a watch he really wanted to buy..(decide in dis seiko watch which he says d face of d watch look more "MAN-LY" my mouth was like dropping as i noe d price..)
den wen to lee hwa to buy a ring for myself(after wich wen i cum back werk d next day my fren tol me citigems haf more discount.. shucks... nvm.. )

n d sweetest thing he took a leave from his so ever busy job to go shopping with me on tuesday(its my off day =p)..
he bought a lot of things for me. easy to be said wateva d things dat i can wear on my body =p
but i nvr forget my part.. bought for him dis polo shirt frm hush puppies n d levi's boxers he wanted(cant wait to c him in dat.. noti me.. =P)

i sitll got another date wif him wich is dis cuming friday.. im off for now till sunday from werk.. dis r d perks wile werking sunday banking. *grins* den on monday il get my salary.. *evil grin*
i cant wait to c my darling again dis friday.. jus hope he don have ne werk las min.. i got a few things line up for him on dat day.. oh gosh im stil looking at my ring now.. n im smiling so widely as ever..
love u darling...n dat sms i gave to u d oter nyt... i meant it frm my heart..

wif love,
jaja.